jurnal jupi

aku selesai dengan pemerasan otak demi masa depan. sekarang semua tinggal menunggu waktu. waktu untuk mimpi yang terwujud, maupun untuk hal-hal yang dulu ku remehkan .. mari duduk dan melihat apa yang akan terjadi. segala sesuatu yang terbaik dan sudah seharusnya terjadi..

I wish I could remember how it feels like when I could dancing if hearing the word 'Bandung'. I wish I could remember the way I gave you support that time. I wish I could smile again when I'm daydreaming about my future life. All I can see now is.. stuck in darkness. I know I must still believe in me, I know I must keep up the spirit until the very last time, I know I must have positive thinking every time. But all of them sounds like.. bullshit. at least for rite now. I must fix myself as soon as possible. You remind me that time is running out and yes somebody told me the countdown almost every day. It was driving me insane. And the worst part is.. I dunno what to do. I just can sit down and stare nowhere.